July 8, 2012
I know she hasn't called, Daddy. I know she's busy, Daddy. I know she would of called if your phone wasn't disconnected....Daddy! Why wasn't it on. If it was on, I would of heard my mommy's voice wish her beautiful Maritza a happy fourth birthday. I would of had the chance to tell her how you organized my first birthday party at Pop-pops pool, how you made shish-ka-bobs and your famous pastelitos(I know how much she loved them), and how I had a stomach ache because you finally, let me eat as much as I wanted on my birthday(Bad idea, by the way) I could of told her everything, but you took that chance away from her. Away from me!
So, tell me why, Daddy. I don't ever remember your phone being off. EVER!! You have had the same number since I was seven months old in February of 2009, when you and mommy split up when Alyssia was nine months old in August of 2010, And when we last saw mommy a year ago in July of 2011. The same number, Daddy!! Remember, you told me and Alyssia once when we asked you "what if mommy doesn't have a way of getting in contact with us?" You said "Don't worry your pretty little heads off. I am going to keep this same phone number. You and Alyssia are going to to have to memorize it one day, Titi Barbara and Tio Ben in New York use it to call us, all our new friends and family in Baltimore use it to call us, and most importantly if mommy ever needs to reach us for any reason, whatsoever. She can. Promise.". Do you remember saying that, Daddy? You broke your promise! Now, no one can call us. I know in my heart, mommy was trying to call me on my "special day" I know it. I can feel it and because of you Daddy she couldn't get to speak to me. How could you let this happen.....
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